2012 - Lindo's Tale !!

2012,marked a very different note on my life and that was also the year that made me think about the last happy phase of my life.2006 was the last time,I went through a happy phase.2012 had a very shaky start,with me banging my laptop,frustrated,crying etc all that happened on the new year eve.2012 also marked an end to my 5 year long love affair.The first two quarters of 2012 would be a horrible one to think about where I was facing tough times from all sides..Love,job,happiness,smiles etc ..The only ONLY moments that brought smile on my face was the few hours I spent everyday with my best friend Mr.R.He too was in a similar kind of horrible situation but not on the love affair side,he is still an elegant Bachelor !! LOL .. but some other things.. We both had pain in our hearts while roaming outside,but once we both meet each other,then it would be all smiles and fun.Me and Mr.R holds a typical bond in which our eyes can talk to each other.. When we roam outside,there would be some 3rd person joining to take us to a long drive of boredom.When someone else joins us..then everything will happen this way...
Me and R along with a boring fellow ...
Mr.R would get a phone call from his home to get back as they have to go to church or relatives home or guest have arrived etc ..
The boring fellow wouldn't mind if one person goes because he has got me left to cut my throat by telling all his so called funny things...Ufffff it bores to death ..
Suddenly my phone too will ring and the reason would be that there is a function at my home or any crap .. hehehee .So me too will immediately flee from the spot .. 
After 10 minutes..
Me and Mr.R would be together roaming & laughing ... (So what happened before ??)
Me and Mr.R puts on a small play in front of the boring fellow and split saying bye..Me and Mr.R will have a preset place to meet on.In this fashion we have lost many boring monkeys.. LOL
These were the only fun I had during the first 2 quarters of 2012 and Me with Mr.R were together only for 2 months ..As I had to leave to India after my visit to Dubai ..
But everything changed from my Birthday.. that's 16th July !! On 16th July there is another place where another birthday is celebrated.. as I said before a place from where the cold breeze evolves.. Just after my birthday I had my Break Up ..O..ooo .. Yup,definitely it's painful but God's script on the second half was very tightly packed and it was very fast paced ! On the very second day after the breakup,I woke up by getting a phone call..At the start it sounded like an interview call..I answered it with my mind saying "Oh ! As usual,Interview "..It said Mr.MY Name,you are appointed..I was like ---------------------------------------------- BLANK !.. they asked me to come there to the head office and sign the offer letter.I jumped up the bed and pinched on my hand to make sure that it's not a dream.Rest everything was .......wowwwww...
I didn't know what my post was..But got some job and I was in a situation where I even went for an interview for the post of pest control.So any job,would definitely bring happiness and a great relief for my family.. Must appreciate God's script.When I went to the head office I was like a chicken walking under moonlight !! LOL ..
The HR took me to her office and made me sit there for a few minutes.I was a little scared,but didn't know why i was scared or may be it was some kind of "first time" feeling ..heheeh
I sat on that chair idle,only my eyes moved all around.Soon she came with a paper,that was my offer letter,She was a sweet lady,she asked about me and later explained my offer letter..the position,they offered me was Assistant Engineer !!! I was like ...............................BLANK again.
And they offered me a salary,which made me say in my mind Oh God ! Why this much for me ?? For what are they paying me this much ..LOL .. I guess that figure was a gift from God,as my ex demanded that amount as my salary ,if she had to live with me in Dubai...hehehe..Girl's think very practically ..hehehe..It wasn't a huge amount,but a pretty decent one.I remember another theme too.."Can love feed me and fill my stomach" A sensitive person like me can never take these huge words into my mind !! I don't remember how I walked out of the head office.First smile and the first gift from God..The first thing I learned was To thank God .. Every Time,not only me,but everyone calls God and beg him when we are in pain ..But never even remember God when Happy.. And also many of them try to bribe God by telling that I would give this and that,if my desires come true !! Does God need things which he created !! Are we trying to bribe him giving his things to him ?? Ohh..Typical humans !! From that day onwards I have been happy and everyday I thank God for gifting me this wonderful life.Very soon Mr.R too was gifted with a job and we both started to smile together..Soon a breeze from the west ,flowed to me one late night..
And that breeze is the one that keeps me flowing on happiness and smiles..Again another gift from God! Then the happiest day was when I got my first salary...I had a lot of dream about spending my first salary..But all those dreams were with my ex,I would had bought her all she wanted..but when I got money in hand,I had no one to spend for..I took my brother and his family to a restaurant and gave them a whopping treat,in fact the biggest treat of my life !! My family started to smile and came out of tensions..2006 was the last phase where I went through a happy life and it's after a long 6 years,now I'm on a happy phase of life..Thank God ! Many Dreams more to follow..Me and Mr.R have been awarded with a very surprising gift,in fact we are still surprised !! (it's secret) LOL ... and another gift I got is something which I consider as "ETERNAL"...
I'm never alone.. When this eternal life is enriched with my cool breeze... my life becomes Lindo !
One theme for this new year is "Smile always" There is no better sight that seeing a smile..
I like to smile always..and love seeing and making others smile..

Eternal + Anjo(breeze) + Mr.R = Lindo !!

Thanks to 2012 that ended remarkably well !! 

A warm welcome to 2013 !!

Love Dynamics - Lindo's Style !!

Love !! Yea,that's the topic..
The concept which I'm gonna share with you guys is just my view..Only mine,which means not to drag me into debates. :P .There are many things that I love..
I started this week in an awesome way.. As usual I got dressed up and got down the flat.It was Raining..This was the second time,the rain arrived during this winter and I walked through the small drizzles to the metro station.Once when I got down from the metro,the rain was a bit stronger and my mind and heart was "WOW" ...The sun didn't come up that time (6:00 am).I decided to walk on the rain...As I stepped into the rain,the feeling was mind blowing !! I squeezed my mini headset into my ears and started walking ..Mind blowing Rain and Music,the result was Goosebumps !! The feeling was absolutely rocking .. and I don't have enough words in my vocabulary to explain those feelings.. Simply "WOW" !!
Now let's come back to the topic..That's Love !! I believe Love is something that brings smile on everyone's face,atleast in the heart when face is not ready for it. :P.
Love is something that happens between the heart and something we wish to be eternal.Which would you all support ?? .... There are people who loves their partner after taking them through multiple level of screenings..like ..Age,Nationality,Religion,Caste & obviously sex...All these are really shit according to me.Because to me Love is something that happens mutually between two hearts and no screening happens there..Here the subject is ON for debaters ...Everyone would say that lovers must be united and live together for ever..Why not many people fall in love of the same sex? I do agree that it is happening all over the world,but the percentage when compared to the world,this would be negligible.. why are they tagged under the name as Gays and Lesbians? 
And many so called brilliant people would laugh looking at them .. What's the reason ? What's funny in it ? I will say you all in a very open way,because I believe atleast some of them would agree to me and I hope atleast some of you could stop that habit.. The reason they smile or make fun of is "the way they have sex".Is that the only thing happening between them ?? Bisexual people,who mostly belong to the screening habit ( Not all,but most) are those who don't have 2 legs,but making fun of a person having one leg .. Let me add some more..
Take out the statistics in percent about the divorce cases with the bisexuals..Now let me know about how many divorce news have you heard between gays and lesbians ?
There are bisexual people who consult doctors for not being able to sexually satisfy their partners...Have you heard about this problem among the Gays or Lesbians ??
When both hearts are loving each other and brings the smile,does this sex,nationality,age or religion matters?? Is this the problem of society ?? You all demands freedom from your parents,but why not from the societies way of life ?? 
I'm a person,who is not ready to marry a male .. It's not because of society,but something !! I don't know..
I'm ready to marry a female who is from a different Country,because I can learn and get to know about a different culture..
I'm ready to marry a female regardless of her Age,be it 35 or 45 or 55..because my love will be regardless of maturity..
I'm ready to marry a female of different Religion,because I would be able to know more about another religion and I love it..
If a female comes to me and say that she is happy with me and want to live with me..there is no doubt I would go with her as my life partner,because in this case I don't have to make any adjustments in me,as she loves me as the original version and my duty what I believe is to give her an eternal smile on her face.. I call this feeling as "LOVE"..
There are people who has further advanced screening like beautiful,rich,successful etc etc etc .. Sigh !!
I'm expecting your comments too ..Not as a debate,but as your opinion !

If not Plan 'A',then Plan 'B" !!

Yes,as you thought it's a small plan suggested by BoBo and it sounded BEAUTIFUL !! Immediately we started building on our plans and it started growing better and better.We made Plan 'A' (May God help us in achieving it) and made Plan 'B' as a standby.The dream is pretty small but beautiful to us,others may find it as silly.. hehee
There has been a wind blowing from the west on me for the past some months.Since BoBo too loves that breeze from the west,we both have decided to settle down to the place from where the breeze is coming from and we believe it is going to be the hub of Love,Happiness and Smiles......... wow !!

Me and BoBo had a lot of set backs this year from the people we loved and we went through this emotional trauma all alone.Only one friend stood all the way along with me,and it's my best friend Mr.R.Hey 'R',a huge hi5 to you.We still discuss about those days and thank God for placing us on a much better side now.There were many days where I locked myself in my room and cried without knowing the day and night.You guys won't believe if I say that I tried to suicide twice in my life.Just take these comments as a joke or else I wouldn't be able to type those moments in life I went through.As we all know there "Every action has an equal and opposite reaction" and I believed in it.If I had to suffer,I believed then I must had done something big enough for me to suffer that big.I was mad on myself and cried a lot regretting it,still I got no relief.Frustration was the only result,due to frustration of not getting a second chance.I was angry on myself .. I hit my self all over my body,banged my head on the wall..the result was ... swellings all over my face,head,hand etc.I still remember my stomach's pain that remained for many days.I got a result for my self punishment,a name called 'Psycho'.Then it became like a topping on the cake..LOL..
Now,let's leave all those and come back to our topic..
BoBo is pulling my shirt to write his name everywhere..BoBo recently announced that his birthday was on 12-12-12.. he celebrated his 2 months on that days..Yes,he is 2 months old .. hehehe
But he heard that there is a celebration on 25th Christmas Day,BoBo said he is going to complete his 2 months on 25th..Now I'm sure he would say the same thing for the New Year day too.. LOL
BoBo suggested as follows:

1)First settle down to the land of breeze ( others please do not misunderstand about the place because only me and BoBo feel the breeze)
2)A trip to a different country every year.
3)Sky diving,to be performed within 2 years.I gave myself a time period since I cannot afford it's price that easy and moreover I don't have enough guts to perform this adventurous thing right now..hehehee.But definitely I will go for it,that's 100% sure.That would be my first and last sky diving..hehehe
When I leave this place I would bury all the sorrows deep somewhere at the corner of my heart,but would never forget it because that's the one reason that is guiding me as a better person,so I do not want to forget it completely.
Now plan 'B':This too made by BoBo.
If the plan 'A' don't work out as expected then we would postpone it by one or 2 days as go as scheduled in Plan'A'.   :P     LOL
BoBo said we will not bury our future.He asked me to bury everything and wake up as "Lindo".
Now too I feel the breeze while writing this..I believe BoBo is not anywhere near me now.. Because when BoBo is there near me,I feel some kinda different breeze,because he always raises his one side and FART !! heheheheheehheheheheheheheeee
Plan'A'=Plan'B'
L.H.S=R.H.S
Hence Proved !! LOL

I'm Anjo's only Lindo !!

My dear Folks,

                         Yes,I'm back after a long break and this time there is not gonna be another break ever again.This break which was the longest when compared to the old one is much more bigger because I was seriously thinking about getting back to my blog actively without any break in the future.. Yea seriously ,I took this 44 days thinking about this active comeback .. :P .. What? I'm lying ?? Ohh ! Come on guys ! ... Ok ! I was lying .. but definitely I will be here in the blog actively hereafter...  My last post showed about my Amazing U-turn in my Life,but the changes happened during this 44 days was a Turn for which I don't have an alphabet to mention.If any of you gets an apt one,please let me know it.
I actually started writing this blog as an anonymous writer,but accidentally I shared this with someones and I regard it as one of my biggest mistakes because now I feel that I have lost a certain amount of my freedom in writing.I'm a guy who loves to write things in an open way without adding additives to it,be it good or bad.Definitely I categorize me with a "Bad" tag.Now I feel like I'm shouting my bad's openly in public..(((Never mind ! Who cares ? Ask them to get lost ! No one is better than anyone in this world !))) Now these are the words of my loving ones,which set me going like a bird..  :)) .
I feel my life of this birth has a lot to do with my previous births..a lot ! Sounds Crazy ! but it's true! Check my routine..you may feel it too .. May be .. fools excluded ! LOL
Will start from the time I go to bed at night .. that's 1:30 am
Lying on the bed with 3 pillows under my head while hugging another pillow and one between my legs..That's all ! just 5 pillows .. ONLY ! :P
After hugging all these pillows I grab my mobile to set the alarm ..The alarm is set at 3:00 am.. and then I starts sleeping . zzzzzzZZZZZZZZZ .The alarm rings at 3:00,I wake up and switches it off and sets the next one at 4:00am and continues my sleep with a sigh and a smile .. At 3:45 another alarm rings..this time it's not the mobile,it's from my laptop ... I jumps out from the bed at a lightning speed because the alarm gets loud after each second,and imagine how it's gonna be when connected to Creative speakers .. Uffff !! Then I sleeps again.. in no time at 4:00 mobile rings..and I switches it off .. at 4:30 laptop rings again.. this time I get up.
Do you guys understand why did I set this much alarms ? When it rings at 3:00,i wakes up to realize that I have got another 1 and half hours left to sleep,so that I continue my sleep happily and gradually 45 minutes left,30 minutes left and mostly I would wake up at 4:28 and wait to wake up the alarm scheduled at 4:30 .. hahhaahaa..is there anyone else who can wake up the alarm ?? That's me !! :P ..After I wake up,I enters into a WORLD which changed my entire life...Soon from that world I would take a break to take bath .As I enter the bathroom I starts shivering,it's bloody damn cold here.. As I strip down one by one,my shivering increases..Then I would open the tap for my bucket to fill..by the time I would brush up my teeth .. I said I brush my teeth..I said it twice because here many of them eats biscuits dipping in tea without brushing their teeth .. :P
As the water is filled I look them in a pity way and try poring a cup of water on my feet to measure the range of it's coldness.. Guys it would be like ice !! But since I would want to get back to my WORLD I would never mind the cold !! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ... My dove soap would be running all over my body in no time,one reason is due to me hurrying to get back to the world and another reason is that I'm shivering !! As soon as I get out from the bathroom..straight head to the prayer hall,then I get back to my WORLD.. from today onwards I even started to get dressed in that world .. Now I must say something about this world.. this world is which transformed me to "LINDO" ..Yes,my name is "Lindo" now ! The world sets my each day in such a beautiful way !
As I walk to the nearby metro station,it would be only my body that's walking..mind would be in that world and I would be in full smiles :))) ..Then the train arrives,usually I sleep in the train very peacefully like babies in the cradle.But now a days .. You won't believe me .. I read the holy book Bhagavat Gita. A guy like me reading a holy book ???? This is what that even wonders me too! 
But it's very true that I don't sleep these days in the train as I would be sticked to this holy book.Many things gathered to me that even wondered me... I was like a scattered puzzle,but now it seems like it's everything is getting closer and closer.. This is due to the power given by the world ! This world consists of Anjo,Anjinho & the supreme power,that bought Anjo and Anjinho to me..
I'm sure that you guys would never understand the concept of WORLD ! which I would reveal slowly in the future .. This Anjo and Anjinho turned me to the one called "Lindo"..And as Lindo,I'm rocking ! I read holy book Bhagavat Gita during my travel.. And on my short walk from the metro to my office my body would be walking but my soul would be dancing to a superb feel song .. What do a person needs more when feels like to sing and dance?? This is amazing ! And I do not know the reason or have any clue.My office work too goes smoothly,where my World influences a lot during work too..Guess what happened? I got a gift from my manager !! And the most amazing things is ... It was "The Holy Quran".I have no more words to describe the kind of life I'm having right now,because even I don't know.But there is definitely something !!After work,same as usual I get back to the train and continue reading.. When I'm back home I would be very tired.I would have a small bite and head straight to the gym and sweat a lot on treadmill & Cycling followed up by weights .. later come back home,take bath and back to the WORLD !!
In between I talk to my best friend Mr.R ! I have only one friend it's Mr.R ! Mr.R ,if you are reading this a hi5 to you !! This is just the outline of my days and would describe each and everything in detail which I'm sure you guys would get your ribs tickled and I'm sure you could feel the River of Love too .. This is my Style ... Lindo's Style !!

An Amazing U-Turn in my Life

Hi Folks,

              Beginning by apologizing to all of you as I was lost from my blog for more than a month.During these days I received a lot of messages asking ..What Happened ??...Are you dead ?? Thank God none of them send me "Condolences" :P ..LOL !! I wonder how did you all miss that kind of messages..Nasty fellows !! LOL ..
I will describe the past one month in as possible short words because most of the idiots do not tend to read after seeing the length of the post :P ..After my last article "Glimpse of Love" I got my Visa and tickets ready for a job based out of Dubai. BINGO !! Rest everything happened in a flash..Rest everything were job Job JOB JOBBBB !! All my schedules got a toll with the new work.My old schedule were as follows:-
Get's up from the sleep at 1:00pm..
Open and sit in front of my laptop..my mom would come and call me from downstairs for having my lunch..I would go downstairs,straight to the kitchen and look for some breakfast residues.Then I would go straight to my room and check my blog and messages.
Spend the whole night online..go to sleep at morning 6-8am :P

Now my current schedule is :-Get's up at 4 am ..I mean four '0' clock.Before the hen howls..Kokoko koooooo
After getting up,I open my wardrobe pick my shirt and pants for the day..iron it,followed by hair oil massage,brushing teeth & (hello why are you guys laughing when I said Brushing my teeth ?? I do not eat biscuits dipping in tea these days..lol. Then I get under the shower singing my top 2 songs of the week..I wrap myself with the foam of my favourite soap Dove and my face with Mr.Clean & Clear..Later I would come out of the bathroom on a towel ,straight heading towards the prayer area set up at the corner of the hall and soon I would handover a vivid description about my requests,nothing much but to just make me a better person and thanking them for giving me such wonderful days.My days have been a rollicking one,but in between a wound is left without medication,except that everything is going WOW !! I know you stupids would be yawning when I say something sentimental !! Useless guys !! 
After prayer I run to my room and get dressed as soon as possible.Then I switch on my laptop and get on to facebook at 5:15 am to spend some time with a special person.I'm not saying much about this special person because this person will feature in my future articles and also it's not possible for me to write about this person in a few words.It's a real blessing to start and end my days daily with this special person.After the chat session,I run to the near by metro station..After getting into the train,I will start sleeping..My destination would take 25-30 min to reach.Actually sleeping isn't allowed inside the metro and if caught sleeping ,they would wake you up with a coupon or a gift voucher..it's called FINE !! LOL ..I'm a regular sleeper,many times I have tried to hold my eyes open but no chance.I will sleep very well ..zzzzzzzZZZZZZ... :) By God's grace they haven't caught me yet...Hahahaaa..I'm still a wanted offender !! LOL ..A small scale in fact..The problem is that I go to the bed daily at 12:30 - 1:00 am and it's really sad to see "3 hours and 17 minutes left for alarm" when I set the alarm time in my mobile.
Now I'm sitting at my office writing all these useless routines of mine in a diary for you stupids to read and make fun of me..Let me ask you..Don't you guys have any job? LOL...Ohh ! Now you guys call me a jobless guy sitting at office and writing shits ?? You know I have 15 minutes left for my work to resume.I reach my office 30 minutes early and cook all these foolish articles for you guys to eat without brushing your teeth..Ahh !! wait ,Wait !! My manager bought me a falafel sandwich ..Now you guys Getlost..let me go and eat that hot..Pls don't look at my sandwich and spoil my tummy !! LOL ..Have a great day my friends !!

A Glimpse of Love..

It was my elder bro's marriage reception eve that night..My home was filled with many relatives,family friends etc..I was busy accommodating rooms for each families and my relatives.My friends decided to stay in a near by hotel.I kept a small room at home reserved for myself as I didn't want to get disturbed during my make-up next morning for the big marriage day.I accommodated almost everyone at my home and the rest were shifted to the nearby relatives home.Unfortunately the electricity went off and the generator too got messed up due to some unknown reasons.

Somehow I managed to get into my room and just fell on my bean bag.Suddenly I heard a girl's voice..

Girl         :-Who's that ?? WHO's THAT ?

Me         :-Ah,it's me ...mmm the groom's bro Calvin.

Girl        :-Oh ! I'm sorry I haven't seen you.Why there are no lights here ??

Me        :-Yea,the electricity and the generator got messed up and it would take a few hours to return back .Ahh,How did you reach this room ?

Girl        :-It's your cousin Julie who took me to this room,as I wasn't feeling well,having a very bad headache.Sorry I guess it must be your room.

Me        :-It's ok,no problem be comfortable..Did you have any medicines ?

Girl       :- No.

As soon as I heard that No,I went and got some tablets from the shelf at kitchen.That was the place where my mom kept medicines.I never know how did I reach the kitchen downstairs..it was full dark.Somehow I brought her the medicines and water.

Me      :-Here it is !! Now you are going to be fine soon...Oops..Ah,where are you sitting..Be careful I'm stretching my hands to your reach..I misplaced my mobile somewhere or else I could have got some light from it.

Suddenly she touched my hand and I handed over the medicines and water to her..

Girl    :-Thanks a lot Calvin for your care..

Me     :- It's ok,I'm happy that I could help you..So,take rest..I would be outside on the couch.You be comfortable here..

Girl     :-Oh please ..be here itself if you don't mind as I'm a little scared too because of this darkness.

Me     :-Yea sure,no problem..By the way..What's your name ?

Girl     :-I'm Hanna ..

Me and Hanna got our self introductions done..She was of my age and a close friend of my cousin sister.Her voice was sweet and the main thing is that she never blabbers,talked with respect..What more do I need to have a crush on her ?? It was really sweet talking with her and I wished that electricity never come back any soon.A complete dark room with voices exchanging and that too me and Hanna alone ...Sighhhh.. 

Me          :-Hanna,you sound a little sad..What happened ? This night is long ,my ears are free and would like to know more about you.

Hanna     :-Thanks a lot Calvin,I was missing my parents so much..especially my dad.He was like a best friend to me.

Me          :- Oh,is he abroad ?? Ah,I will try finding my cell phone,so that you could make a call to him and you would feel better..

Hanna    :-No,Whenever I talk he can hear me,both my dad and mom have subscribed a special connection from the heaven..Both passed away 6 months ago.

I was damn shocked to hear that..Thank God,it was dark..or else I couldn't have faced her..Her words touched me so hard and my heart was beating so hard telling me that I was falling for her.
I would never get a night like this again ..may be I would never see her again after tomorrow..So I never wanted to miss her,Yes as my heart said..I was falling for her.I might just have a few hours with her,I never wanted her to sit desperate..If atleast I could make her smile for some hours,their parents would feel happy..Then I never wasted anytime..just wanted to hear her smiling and laughing..

Me        :-Oh,your mom is there with him.She would take care of him very well.There is nothing to worry..He would be happy with your mom there..

Hanna remained silent..

Have you ever thought of them Hanna ?? They too would be missing you so much ,but they never expect you to join them soon.Definitely,they would want you to live the rest of your life happily.Imagine how bad they would feel when they see you crying here..Obviously they too will feel sad when you are sad here..Be happy Hanna !! They are fine there..Mom will take good care of Dad..When you smile,they would have even bigger smile on their face..So be happy !! 

Hanna       :-Calvin,no one have ever consoled me in this manner.You really made a different world for me now..you consoled me just like my dad does..Are you real or it's my dad ?

Me            :-hahahaaa..even I have that doubt because I never speak this way.May be it's your dad who's making me say all these...Smile well Hanna,your smile can bring happiness to many hearts and moreover you would look like an angel when you smile..not when crying.

Hanna      :-But you have never seen me right ?? Then how would you say that I would look like an angel when I smile ??

Me           :-Ahh..mmmm...I haven't seen you but,I feel that I have seen some part of your heart and I know calling it an angel would be a smaller word to express my feeling,but I have no other word in my vocabulary.

Hanna     :-You are so sweet Calvin,you are so caring..It's me who goes out of words to explain how much you are healing my pain right now.

Me          :-I'm sweet just because I'm sitting next to you..it's your sweetness that is showering upon me. 

Hanna     :- I'm beaten by your words,Calvin..You made me smile so much ..

Me          :-I'm trying to break your smiles into laughter..because when you smiled,this darkness became more beautiful..

Hanna     :-Wow ! So,am I a rainbow ?

Me          :- Never Hanna,I don't want to see you so acrobatic to bend like a rainbow here..

Hanna laughed hearing it..I was successful in bringing smiles on her face..We talked a lot,laughed even more.. That room was filled with the beauty of her smiles..

Hanna    :-I have never laughed this much since my parents passed away..You are special,Calvin..
You lighted me up..and as you said my parents too would be happy seeing this..

I remained silent ..I was so happy she she said that I was special..We both remained silent for a while.

Hanna     :-Calvin,I feel even our silence is communicating each other..

Me          :-Yes,Hanna..Can I keep the lights switches pressed off ?

Hanna     :-Why ? There is no current right..??

Me         :- Incase if the current comes,I wish to continue this darkness..

Hanna    :-Is there any way to continue this darkness life long ?

Those words ,that feeling ..was what I had for her and I was so happy hearing that from her..I just felt to hug her and say that " I love you"..

Hanna    :- I guess I'm flowing in a river with you..

Me        :- Yes ,I would call it as the River of Love !!

Hanna   :-Calvin,I really fear that this is a dream..

Me        :-Hanna,you are born to dream and I'm born to make your dreams come true..

Destiny is what brought Hanna to my life...Just an accidental touch on her hand and  we resulted in kissing each other..We spoke,we loved ,we kissed..all these happened in that darkness..What only left was to see each other..

I'm realizing that I'm smiling and my eyes are closed...Smile was slowly diminishing..
Now I don't want to open my eyes...No NO NOOOOOOO..I don't want to open my eyes to realize that it was a dream..Ohhhh !!! F**** F**** F**** F**** SHIT !!!! F****ing DREAAAAAMMMMM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
My bro's marriage was over 2 years back and he is having a kid too !!!! Oh !!! NoOOOOOO

A Wait at the Doorstep..

On a very fine evening, just after the prayer,warden came to the prayer hall to announce that we would be having a guest to our Old Age Home on the very next morning.His name is Ajay..age:23.No other details of him was explained there.We 63 old ladies are resided in this Old Age Home and it's the first time we are having a guest who is going to stay here for more than a day.We discussed among others and our warden about the facilities to be arranged for him.We had only one condition for him to follow,that was our daily routine..to wake up at morning 5'o clock,take bath and followed by breakfast and prayer.We prepared a time table for him to follow our routine.

Next day morning

After our prayers,we all used to sit quiet for some time,gathering all our past memories..Some used to cry..some sat without any expressions.This was the time when Ajay arrived..And we were surprised to see him in this way !! A shirt which had the picture of a women in bikini with the background of a beach, A small hat ,A cargo shorts, a casual shoes untied with an ankle socks in it. He was having a huge backpack on his shoulders.He seemed like a tourist visiting a beach...
He looked at us from one side to other side and said : What the fuck !! We all were shocked to see his expression and his WORD !..After a 5 second pause he said..

Ajay          :- Where the hell am I standing ?? On a graveyard ?? Or a school with all chicks wearing uniforms ??

One of us  :-Dear son,this is an Old Age home..we live here on prayers and does some small works here.We lead a peaceful life here.

Ajay          :-Hey Old babe !! What's your name ??

We were stunned to the core whenever he opened his mouth.

One of us  :- My name is Suzzane.

Ajay          :-Listen Suzy baby !! I'm not surprised why you got kicked out by your children..If you wanted to pray and lead a peaceful life,why didn't you decide to be a Saint ?? This is a home for Old babes..Oh Goddddd !!

Many of us had our mouths open.For a moment I thought in my mind about my daily prayers..to make us stay away from devils..But at this moment I felt that a devil had once again taken charge in my life.Next was my turn to give him the time table and I submitted it with a slight fear because I had no idea what's next coming from his mouth !! Gaining some strength from God I gave him the time table.

Ajay         :-Thanks Baby !! That must be a greetings right ?? 

After opening the chart,he paused for a second and tore it into two..and said "Baby can you direct me to my room,please..
I thanked God for a second and guided him to the room.He was happy with the room.And he asked me to call everyone to gather in a hall.

Ajay          :-Hey,how did you come here..it's a place only for babe's of above 60..And you look like a 40 year old cutie.

I touched the ceiling for a moment..hahahaaa..At this age,to hear a comment like that was a special feeling..Got Goosebumps !!

We all gathered in a hall and he arrived wearing a T-shirt and a 3/4th shorts..Thank God ! atleast now he looks like he is in home.We all felt like we were in a school waiting for the tough heart principal !! He came and took a very close look on each of us and saw him making some note.
He left soon after making a note on each one of us and we all headed for our breakfast session.
After 3 hours..we heard the noise of our gate..It had a very creepy noise.When we checked at the doorstep,it was Ajay who opened the both doors of the gate very wide.The security got irritated and had a talk with him,but Ajay walked in as he never saw that security.As he got into the home,he called us to the hall.. From there on it was a dream for us.

Ajay        :- Sexy Babes !! I have got an announcement for you all..The days you lived as saints are all over..now it's my Rules here !! Babe's first of all there are no more uniforms..Next,there are no routines to be followed here..This is a Home,not a hostel or a convent !! No bloody routines..All these days,you all followed this routine and lead a life like dead bodies.When the whole world including your children is enjoying outside,you all shouldn't spend your life inside these 4 walls.New Rule and New Life !! No one is going to wake up early morning..Sleep till 10,breakfast is not in dining room,but in our television room..No holy channels !! Only Music Channels..And he ran outside and called us..

Ajay        :- Hey Babes !!! Come to daddy !! 

When we got out,we saw a huge collection of modern costumes..he started calling out each names.
Mariya,was asked to change her hair style,polish her nails...along with a sleeveless top and a skirt.Suzzane was given a beauty kit,hair colour and a western costume.I got a pair of sexy costumes,I had no idea about it's name.Ajay asked everyone to say goodbye to their old uniforms forever.He asked us to run to our room and start getting our new looks.He came in and took care of the hair colours that Michelle was told to do,helped them in dressing,nail polishing,curling hair,manicure and pedicure etc..He was running here and there..

I must say that in just few hours,he made us forget that we are staying in an Old Age Home..Ajay who came in as a devil,was our Angel..He just flipped our life like anything..Everyone of us was in a spirit of an adventurous picnic.We were so surprised to see us very beautiful..As Ajay said..

Ajay       :-Oh,my God !! You all look gorgeous..I fear that I have to sponsor everyone's "date" in a short time..Babes,Let's go out and smoke off some hot men !!

Ajay,took us out ..He made us feel like we were out for a high school picnic.Everyone forgot their age and their health.The most memorable day was the day he took us to a beach and made all of us wear Bikini's..We all flaunted that day !!! He took us out like his babes !! hehehee...now I'm also getting the touch of his slang of talking.In two days,he changed us entirely and we all were like him.Not only me,everyone talked the way as he did..

Suzzane     :-Hey Smart ass !! How do I look ?? LOL

Ajay          :-Baby !! Perfect..you look hot !

Mariya     :- Hey hot boy.Wassup !! (pinched on Ajay's butt) take us to a nightclub !!

Ajay          :-My bitch !! Your son may flirt with you tonight !! lol

Each morning we wakes up hearing the creepy sound of our gates and followed by the security shouting !! Ajay come up with some plans for the day and take all of us out..Each morning as soon as we hear the creepy gate noise,we would rush to the door step..He always left the Home very early to make arrangements for our day and always came in opening the gates very wide and calls us "Hey Sexy Oldies" hahahaaa...
He took us to a different world !!! But after 6 days of fun,we had to face that last day with tears,as he had to leave abroad for his job.We never could imagine a day without him.We all saw him not like a son,but as a lover..Ajay too was very sad that day !! I went near him that night and said..

Me          :- We all felt this as a re-birth..We dream a lot now..but all those dreams have you in it.There is no dream for us without you.
Ajay replied with the most beautiful words that they still remain in my ears..

Ajay       :- This is a re-birth for you all as well as me too.
In this life, "You all are born to dream and I'm born to make your dreams come true...."
Next day we gave him a sent off at the door step,we all kissed him..in tears..He said that after leaving this place,he won't call or have any contacts for a while because he may break down..
He walked to the gate...for the first time,he looked at the security with a smile..The security was in tears and shouted at him "WHEN WOULD YOU COME IN AGAIN OPENING THIS GATE WIDE OPEN ??" Ajay hugged him... And we all watched him passing through the gate and he went...
It was after he left,we all realized that we didn't know anything about him..Just his name and his age..We never got a time to ask about him these days..But he knew each one of us very well.Only it was our warden who knew about him and we were stunned to know about him.

Ajay was the only son of his very rich parents..He reached to our Home Age after the cremation of his parents that was held on the previous evening.It was an accident.From there he decided to be with us for a week and the very next morning he came to us making all of us smile..It was Ajay's dream to make us all happy and to provide a glimpse of love which we missed from our children.It's been 2 years since we have been waiting for him.We believe one day he would widely open that creepy gate and call us loudly "Hey Sexy Oldies..come to Daddy !!"

(Warden :They are still waiting for him to come opening that gate..But they don't know that he would never come back again.He died in an accident in USA,just a week after he left this Old Age home..Before he died he whispered "Do not let them know this,I will surprise them.I'm going to make my babes dream come true."